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Saturday, September 15th, 2007
1:11 am

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Saturday, August 18th, 2007
11:12 am
Modest Mouse & Yeah Yeah Yeahs today.

I love dave and his surprises <3

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Tuesday, August 14th, 2007
4:22 am
yeah its 4:30ish AM and i woke up so im posting in this.

today was pretty much one of the best days ever!

Dave came over and surprised me by taking me to the Franklin Park Zoo. It was so sweet. The gorrilas were awesome. The little baby came up to the glass and was banging on it and stuff. heh. I love the Zoo it was just so much fun.

Later we were at the pet store in Quincy and he bought me a 4week old baby Guinea Pig!!! He's the cutest thing in the entire world. Hes like 3 different colors and so tiny. He looks even smaller in the big cage. Im so excited!

My room is such a mess that i cant even sleep in it. I thought i could clean it from top to bottom including the entire closet in a night. WRONG! its going to take days! but when im done its going to look so sweet.

Sunday me, Dave & my mom hung out. We went to Jordans funiture to ride MOM. it was monster trucks and still sponge bob. It was cute. Then we went to IKEA and my mom got me tons of things. Hence the cleaning of the room. I cant wait to move out around November. so yeah sunday was fun.

I hafta finally start looking for a job now that i dont have a bazillion doctor appointments every week and as far as i know im not dying. I'll find out fer sure on Thursday.

So things have been good.

i need to name my Guinea Pig

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Thursday, August 2nd, 2007
12:29 am
Both my grandparents are in the hospital. Not the same one though. My grandpa had surgery today and while he was getting that done my grandma had to go to the hospital so he doesnt know yet. =o/ Its wicked scary i hate it.

To cheer me up Dave surprised me by coming over and hiding the new Starting Line CD in my room. the CD is amazing by the way. He treats me too good. <3

I cant sleep lately and it sucks wicked bad. I hate how i make up crazy stories in my head when there is no reason to. Matt was right i am my mom. He's been saying it for years. haha.

current mood: awake

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Monday, July 23rd, 2007
9:44 pm
I love David John Maki forever and ever!
He is the best boyfriend in the entire world.
he takes me to the hospital when im dying.
even though its because he got me sick =oX
rubs my back.
buys me vitamin waters & soup when im sick.
deals with my constant mood swings.
takes me to 6flags and goes in the wave pool with me.
watches stupid shows i want to watch.
plays scrabble with me..even though hes hardcore when it comes to it.
thinks he knows EVERYTHING.
but its absolutely adorable.
buys me the patch to help me quit smoking so we can live together as long as possible.
he helps me be a better happier person.
i thank god or whatever greater thing there is everyday for bringing us to eachother.
we fucked up alot.
but it all led to us finally getting it right.
which is totally worth all the bullshit in the past.
i've never been so sure of anything in my entire life.
he is my everything.
always has been .
always will be.

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Sunday, June 17th, 2007
5:31 pm
I've turned into Christopher Reeves twice this weekend. haha.
Went to Connecticut on Friday
Saturday..was kind of a blurrr, but still fun.

i havent seen dave in id like to say over a week. Its for the best. I know we loved eachother very much, but it just wasn't working at all. We tried to convince ourselves it was ...but that just isnt fair to us. Not to mention he is completely out of his fucking mind and everyone knows it. yeah so im set with the crazy guy thanks but no thanks. i think i was so bummed because he was my get out of jail ticket from my house. So now i wont be moving out until i can afford to do so by myself. Hell yeah im an independant woman!

hmm time to eat food.

we are we are...the dapoted

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Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007
2:44 pm
so things are slowly but surely coming together when it comes to my life.

i still need to find a job. im so slow with that.

My birthday is Friday. yayay! 20 is such a blah age though.

I'm with a boy..im not saying who yet, but hes the best boyfriend ever.
everyone probably knows anyway and thinks im silly.

yeah i am pretty silly.

i just submerged my head into a sink of ice cold water..then realized i have to go out so now i need to straighten my hair..again.

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Wednesday, May 9th, 2007
10:37 am
okay so like the worst possible thing that could happen in my life has happened. i never ever so it coming even though i should have, and i have to get over it because there is nothing i can do about it. i've cried myself to sleep the past couple days. I actually cry at random points in time. The worst part is when i feel sick to my stomach and that happens alot.

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Thursday, April 19th, 2007
1:37 pm
im surprised i even remembered my password to this thing. i dont think it's possible to bring this back into my rotations. its like a lost friend or something, and i'm having the fake small talk conversation right now.

Heres the quick recap.

- im unemployed again. i need to not just stop going to work .
- Dave & I are together and doing very well, an apartment & engagment is in the cards sometime soon.
- my mom is still crazy
- everything is pretty much the same.
- i need da pot and da booze.
- oh my parents and dave want me to go on the patch. teehee no

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Monday, January 29th, 2007
12:20 am
connecticut is sweet. shinky dinks are weird. i dont even know.

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Sunday, December 24th, 2006
7:05 am
FYI its exactly 6:04AM right now the time is wrong on this piece wtf! its like calling me a liar about the time or something. pshhh

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7:04 am
reading what steve pollock has to write everytime i check my friends list before work in the morning is def. a highlight of my day =o]

its Christmas eve! Yay!!! but i have work 6:30-3 Booooo.

So yep im still happy. Things have actually gotten better.

i love it!

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Wednesday, December 20th, 2006
7:01 am
can it be possible im actually happy haha even around the holidays? yes.!

he makes me the happiest girl ever..and sometimes the meanest haha, but he's the best christmas present ever. =oD!

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Wednesday, December 13th, 2006
7:38 pm
"Oh and just to let you know. When you smoke alot of pot you eat alot of munches" - My mom talking to me about weed. haha.

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Monday, December 11th, 2006
12:36 am
i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up.
i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up.
i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up.
i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up.
i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up.
i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up.
i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up.
i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up.
i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up. i will not get my hopes up.

Ah fuck it who am i kidding...here we go again. Buckle up and enjoy the ride.

i can do it right back at yah though...but i wont.

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Friday, December 8th, 2006
5:32 pm
so my mom found my pipe last night. haha . She handled it better than i expected. she even put it back unharmed. Is that crazy or what?! whats even crazier is i haven't smoked since Wednesday night. Im def. going to have to make up for that tonight!! =o] it sucks i have to work this weekend.

im going to the bruins game tomorrow with my mom, her friend Cathy, and matt from work is coming too. We've both been going through shitty stuff so we are in need of a night of fun.

i changed my mind i hate the winter again. Psh and i thought i miiight enjoy it this year. I was dead wrong.

i got an IM today from someone i havent talked to in ages. It said...

xnicholasmx (9:57:11 AM): i dont enjoy the fact that youre always unhappy. i think when i come home in a couple of weeks i should try and change that.

I love you Nick!!! <333333

I have been really unhappy lately. Why have i been so out of my element.? If anyone can cheer me up i know it will be Nick because he's the shiznit! yeah thats right nick you are! =o]

It sucks that im so upset and one of the things (person) that is causing it, is the one person who can cheer me up easily.

why do you suck so bad?
God do i hate you more than ever!

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12:08 am
It hasnt even been more than two hours and this sucks already.

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Thursday, December 7th, 2006
10:30 pm
whoaa got an e-mail from Brian he's on his way home to Maine. So i should be getting a call around the 9th. Crazyyyyyy . =o]i wonder how long it takes to get to maine from Iraq haha.

Soooo i've decided i'll never be happy with my life. Someone or something is always going to keep me down. Not intentionally it just always happens. I have awesome days dont get me wrong..overall it sucks though. It makes me appreciate it alot more everytime i smile or laugh because thats becoming rare now. I dont even know why. blah blah blah i feel like im always complaining, but it wouldnt be so easy to complain if things just went right. throw me a fucking bone here. heh

All my little cousins are being little brats and getting their birthday parties cancelled. its already happened twice in less than a month. Thats wicked sad. I dont remember ever getting any kind of party or holiday cancelled because i was a bitch. Trust me i was a bitch..but to cancel something that happens once a year sucks. I remember when i dated Ted his parents cancelled Christmas once. They were fucking crazy haha.

ohh man i wish i knew how to fix things. Or how to get my hands on one of those things from Men In Black that totally erases your memory. yeah that would be sweet.

i hope things are okay with me and cody when he gets back from visiting peabody.

i dont want to work tomorrow..or ever again. i want to have tons of money and never have to work again and live comfortably. any ideas?

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Tuesday, December 5th, 2006
12:47 am
It snowed today!! usually i hate the snow/winter because i hate being cold...but it was the best thing to walk in the snow on my break. It was kind of sad when i realized all the snow was going to be melted by the time i got out though.

i told cody i'd hang out with him today. Well i've been telling him we're hanging out for days. I just honestly dont know if i want to get involved with him in that way again. It is totally different from all the other times, and he does live in Quincy now. There is just something in the back of my mind that says he's going to do it again and be an asshole. I think my outlook on guys is just really fucked up right now, and i think they're all evil or something. Cody really is a sweetheart i know that. I drive him completely insane & he puts up with it. I guess we'll just see what happens.

i cleaned my room today. Now i just need to clean my car.

i just have so much shit going on lately its insane.

i got my supervisor in the secret santa grab at work. WTF that sucks dude. I give her such a hard time haha. im friends with everyone there....and i know her the least. this is going to be tough, but im going to get her the best christmas present ever!!!!!

i want someone for christmas =o[

i always get out of a relationship or something close to it around the cute holidays like christmas and valentines day. shitttttty

shower time

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Monday, December 4th, 2006
7:24 am
whoa..i finally updated my ipod.

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